rests silent serenity

of all my needs met

with and optimistic mind

nature’s greatest gift

to become the hero with

one thousand faces

we’ll destroy that model that

controls needless thought

no one is allowed to hurt you

no one is allowed to tell you where you can go

no one is allowed to tell you what you can do

no one is allowed to make you stifle yourself

no one is allowed to tell you what you can feel

no one is allowed to make you be

no one is allowed to destroy your soul

no one is allowed to say how you feel

no one is allowed to make you weak

no one is allowed to make you fear yourself

no one is allowed to tell you how smart you are

no one is allowed to tell you what your limits are

no one is allowed to make you conform

when you know for YOURSELF

and that YOU care for others.

then you have nothing to fear.

so what does that mean?

no one is allowed to tell you not to give

no one is allowed to tell you when it is enough

no one is allowed to tell you you’re not allowed to love

no one is allowed to tell you you’re co-dependant

no one is allowed to tell you you’re foolish to love

no one is allowed to tell you you’re emotional

no one is allowed to tell you that you don’t know what’s best for you

no one is allowed to tell you how you can change the world

no one is allowed to tell you how to make someone else happy

no one is allowed to tell you how you care

when you know for YOURSELF

you CARE TO HELP OTHERS.

we all need to really ‘get’ life in order ‘get’ it.

it sucks when that has to come between us.

you don’t need to hold yourself back,

if you love someone.

trust that.

maybe then you won’t find yourself as fucked up as you think you are. when you emote, when you allow yourself to show weakness. maybe then you’ll find a man who cares.

i’m young.

i understand it will come and go.

but i strive for nothing.

and i listen. to myself, and others.

i’ve almost completely lost my desire for power.

but it’s taken me about a fifth of my life.

now what do i do with the rest?

i guess that’s the next thing to figure out.

full of action, full of yang of life.

and now i need to sleep, because i’m tired.

it’s too bad my Yin is still awake.

but sum it up, to compromise, life taught me two things today

through everything it’s taught me until today.

“the universe is always expanding,

and yet it started from nothing

evidence shows then, that i can too

and i don’t need anything to do it”

as well as this;

‘time is non-exsistent, but it can be measured, like many other things’

life’s pretty cool these days. more to share on art, and expression, later! i’m tired.

HEY THAT’S RIGHT IT’S HOW I CURED MY SOBS.

HEY THAT’S RIGHT IT REMEMBED LIFE WHEN IT’S HERE.

HEY THAT’S RIGHT LIFE SEEMED FULFILLING, MORE SUSTAINING BEFORE, HOW’D I FORGET WHAT *THAT* WAS LIKE?

so i must be myself again.

yeah that’s right i AM crazy. i don’t fit in. like, not at all. god i remember when i didn’t even know that was a bad thing.

i’ve been so alone from myself . but i’ve spent years curing it, rather, suffering the why of why i can’t be apart of this.

this doesn’t solve it. it doesn’t solve anything.

it’s just me. but now i’m lived fear and lost it, alot of it at least.

i mean, it sits alone on the couch at home, asks me how i’m doing when i come through the door.

but i frankly am pretty tired of him. i mean, he needs to hang around, till he knows he’s not wanted anymore. he moves from room to room, until i tell him he can’t sit in any of these chairs.

i’m going to show you all why we all need to get rid on him.

he doesn’t make anybody’s life any more rewarding.

he just makes life alot more serious.

i’m sorry, i don’t find seriousness fun.

just enlightenment.

God i hate how serious that word sounds. it shouldn’t.